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Why?
Just why?
I can read through things easily,
but my vision gets so blur.
My mind can react to swift actions ,
but my body just won't move.
Why can I understand excessive knowledge,
and not be able to perform them?
I'm just so pissed.

I would be a lot better off,
If I was stupid.
For the hatred, darkness, sorrow, pain and fear,
I wouldn't even understand if met.

A lot happier I will be at.

so deep...
thou shall not understand too.