Red

Since when,
did it rain blood in my world?
All the grass growing on the endless land
are being dyed red.
The wind that usually touches my skin,
is now sharpened, bringing the smell of blood lust.
The sun,
freezes at sunset,
making the clouds burn on fire.

Its all red.

slack

Why?
Just why?
I can read through things easily,
but my vision gets so blur.
My mind can react to swift actions ,
but my body just won't move.
Why can I understand excessive knowledge,
and not be able to perform them?
I'm just so pissed.

I would be a lot better off,
If I was stupid.
For the hatred, darkness, sorrow, pain and fear,
I wouldn't even understand if met.

A lot happier I will be at.

so deep...
thou shall not understand too.

Snake

As the snake grows.
Its skin no longer feed its purpose.
The skin sheds silently.
And the snake's limit to its power has been extended.

You may not recognize my skin anymore.
But its just me,
In the next level.

A white butterfly

I was playing dota
A game that all lusts to kill,
hatred forms on the battlefield.

A white butterfly stops by on my shoulder,
it feels so weird.
when something so pure lands on the evil.

void.

I lightly palm down the lid of the laptop.

The butterfly flies.

no more games, now serious.

rain

It rained.
I just love the rain,
not because of this song.

I like the atmosphere of the rain.
The drizzling sound that covers most other noise,
makes the world so quiet.
I feel so in peace.

And can you smell the rain?
It smells sweet and cold.
A natural fragrance made for my nose.

Breezy wind touches me,
and tells me all the love that was brought from
all around the world.

I just like the rain.
Its too bad I can't drink it.

I left a trail

This path that I've travel.
Not knowing it,
but a trail forms behind.

Inspiring those behind of me
to follow my footsteps.

Don't follow me.

It just looks great.
But you don't know whats needed to face.
And you don't know the blood and tears
that lies ahead.

I cannot stop you.
Its your freedom to follow.
But perhaps warn you?

A new path

A path of fate appears before me,
formed by my failure and lackness of ability.
This road,
Where mountains grow,
Where cliffs cuts,
But my only lead to peace.
I will place my foot in it.
And never turn back.

So chilly and windy.
So dark and gloomy.
This it where it will all lie.
This is when I will make a legend.
For the person before me had made one too.
A legend to tell to the next generation.
The greens.

Drink

I'd never like to drink.
It tastes bitter.
As the more i drink,
others becomes void and tasteless.
Addicted.
Not to alcohol
but to sadness.

Fallen Angel

Compare me with the darkness.
We are the same.

As heaven falls into chaos,
I have fallen.
The heart that was once holy,
chilled by the coldness of evil,
has shattered into bits of ice.

I have fallen.

I was reborn through the darkness,
My destiny is darkness,
A fate no blood can wash.
This darkness,
I hate.

Today

I am going to write something straight-forward today.

I went on a mountain hiking after school today.
My school shoes are all dirty. I am wet, like a mad dog.
But I enjoy it.

Going deep in the mountains on myself.
Cycling to there myself.

The forest is all quiet and silent.
And I'd just put my bike aside, and hike to the top.
Watching the sunset.
Alone.

My parents will be back at 9.

Hatred

D'you know that hatred
that will make him kill.
D'you know what is that?

No.

Hatred doesn't exist, my love.
Its only the chaos that blinds your heart.
Its only the shadows that cover the land.

Endure it.
until first light.

Stars

The star that glimmers upon the dark mysterious sky.
she smile to me with delight.
such a smile that lightens the whole world.
Its like a candle in a world of darkness.

I reach out my hands.
But I know I can never touch.

Her smile I saw,
is a smile of a thousand year.
We are apart.
Nothing can reach.

But at least,
I can see her smile.

Just a shinny star.
I can see.

wait

As time lingers.

Will you wait for me?
As it will be the most cruel act in the world.
I can't let you, even if you do.
Then shall the roses scatter to ashes, and the thorns dry to crisp.

Don't wait for me.

Don't turn your head back.
Keep going.
and going.

chocolate

The more I bite on the chocolate in my hand,
the darker my hearts become.
It makes me so depressed.

So depressed.

No words can describe.
Its just sad.
I can feel sadness from this piece of cocoa
I can feel it's hatred
I can feel it's sorrow.

But I'm not going to sympathy it
cause I am just the same
with a sad piece of chocolate.

Rain

Its raining.
I don't hate the rain.
I don't love the rain.
Its just a normal rain.
With thunder striking,
and the sky raging.
The water floods through the land
and rushes through all the routes.
Clearing all the sins
that one has made.

Time

A great strong boulder
breaks down to huge rocks
then to rocks that are kicked around.
Soon to pebbles that are not even seen
and to sand, to dust. Gone.

Time is the killer,
Time is evil.
But the more you kill time,
the more time kills you.
Learn to love time,
and time will love you.

He is not evil,
it was just I
who was evil a moment ago.
Time is innocent.
It was just me.

Do you know what I do want

As the chilling winds pours through the air,
those seeds of nature, the source of all living,
flows around to all sides of the world.
Find that wind that leads to me,
and then maybe you will understand
what do I want.

I want to be like the air
Its not because being the air is outstanding
Nor is it because I will gain freedom.

Just that I want to be the air
The air that mankind all breathes
The air that brings peace.

Just that.
Just that.

Evil

I have long wanting to love and bring peace
I have long wanting to gain power
I have been exploiting the weakness of mankind
Is that evil?

Maybe it is.
But I will continue doing this shit,
even if its evil.
How I wish I was still naive and stupid.
Then I won't have such a ranged dream.

Tears

I dropped a tear. I don't know why.
I did not yawn, I'm not sad.
But beneath my frozen heart seals a wild fire
It has been freed. The ice has melted.
The darkness that has been dead so long,
Reborn itself.
I'll remain my smile if i can.
But a tear drops,
from the bottom of my heart.

Its just like hell

I don't know whyI don't know how
I'd just fell in love
Blame the hormones
Blame everything
But it is just pain
Its just like hell
To have a painful love

It is just like hell.

What is love

What is love?
1. a strong positive emotion of regard and affection?
2. any object of warm affection or devotion?
3. have a great affection or liking for?
4. a beloved person?
5. get pleasure from?
6. a deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction?
7. be enamored or in love with?
8. a score of zero in tennis or squash?
9. sleep together: have sexual intercourse with?
10. sexual love: sexual activities?

The above 10 is what you will get from the dictionary.

But if you'd ask me what love is.

I will surely answer,
"Its the true peace from one's heart "

Vigoss never fails

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me...

Vigoss.

Nothingness

Pluck a leaf

Pluck a leaf,
It still breathes.
Why? Why does it endures death
And still continues to breathe?

Doesn't it knows it is going to die?

Doesn't it knows it is going to be the end?

Every leaf has it's own responsibility
And death weighs nothing to it.
Born to feed the tree
Die to feed the tree
Not leaving it's own place even if doomed.

It's the pride that keeps the breathing.
It's the will that keeps the breathing.
Death arrives.

And a reborn of a new leaf.